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Dec 03 2013 - [sticky post]

inside all of us is, hope

hiatus
& studying in progress.








私について。♡


From a very early age, perhaps the age of five or six, I knew that when I grow up I should be a writer. Between the ages of about nine to thirteen I tried to abandon this idea, but I was somewhat lonely, and had the lonely child's habit of making up stories and holding conversations with imaginary persons, and I think from the very start my literary ambitions were mixed up with the feeling of being isolated and undervalued.

I was truly in the fandom after the split. Yet I missed all five of them being together so badly. It's like missing someone you never met. And up until now, I'm still supporting them! Although I must admit that I still feel bitter about the lawsuit.

And for quite a while, all I wanted was for them to be five again, but as time drifted away, now, all I wish is for them to be able to see each other again. They make me more happy than anything in this world. It's because of dbsk ... because of them I realized what I want in my life; to be happy and surrounded by the people I love. Those five are the ones that made me believe in true love, friendship and happiness. Even though it literally tears me up inside, I'll keep my faith. I own it to them to never lose hope because those five have saved me more than once.

There's a few other random things that you should know about me. For example; I like my coffee black but sometimes I prefer caramel macchiato over it. Winter is my favorite season (although it's a shame that my country doesn't snow). I find solace in music and wish to be a successful engineer one day, with a little hope to travel around the world. And most importantly, 99.9% of my fics are yunjae centric with some friendships (sometimes) on the side. But you can always request something and I will be more than happy to write it!






This community is reserved for my writing and only my writing.
Every fics will be locked after 72 hours.
This is to avoid plagiarism.
I'm more than pleased if you want to join this community but please introduce yourself first.
It would be nice to know who's joining the community, isn't it?
Till then, happy reading!



Chaptered:


The One Who Leapt Through Time
r | adventure, fantasy, romance | yunho/jaejoong | on-going
Kim Jaejoong, a seemingly typical 28 years old guy, discovered he can leap through time and alter the course of events in his life and the lives of those around him in ways both large and small.
prologue | one | two | three

One More Chance
pg-13 | angst, drama, romance | yunho/jaejoong
Inspired by Strangers, Again by Wong Fu Productions. Every relationship goes through stages. Where and how each stage develops is ultimately up to each person. While we always hope for the best, we often can't avoid the inevitable. This is a sad drama on the rise and fall of a relationship.
prologue | one | two | three




Drabbles (<1,000 words):


He Remembers
g | angst | yunho/jaejoong
One day Yunho wakes up and all he could think of is Jaejoong.

Walks
g | not so fluff, but yes | yunho/jaejoong
There is nothing prettier than a city at 5 AM with its empty streets and cold wind.




One-shots (>1,000 words):


Stand By You
g | angst | yunho/jaejoong
Yunho had the chance, unfortunately he didn't used it well.

From Jaejoong, With Love
g | angst | yunho/jaejoong
The yesterday love, it's tears. It dries before long and disappears.



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Comments 
Dec 07 2013 (UTC)
I suppose to introduce myself here, right?
Hi, my name is Jug and I'm from Thailand.
I really like your introduction post, I wish, too, that the would have a chance to see each other again…
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Dec 15 2013 (UTC) - hi :)
Hi, I'm Rika from Indonesia, and I'd love to read your fics,, so please add me back,,thankies :)
Dec 18 2013 (UTC)
Hello !
My name is Justine, and I am French.
I really want to read your fanfic, they seem pretty good.
So, can you add me back please ? :)
Thanks in advance.~
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Dec 18 2013 (UTC)
Hi I'm Phinea. I'm old enough to be the boys' favourite aunt. I opened my LJ account just to read Yunjae fanfics but I guess I read other stories with other pairings now.

I hope you'll add me as a friend since I HAVE to read One More Chance. I love angst. Does that make me a masochist? LOL ... just like Jaejoong, who's my favourite of the five boys.

I'm going to add you first so I hope to hear from you soon.
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Dec 18 2013 (UTC)
Hi hi
I'm ellen from Malaysia and am a Yunjae fan.
Would like to read your fics.
Thanks
Dec 18 2013 (UTC)
I'm Jobs. A Filipina (hihi)
So I just saw your post on jaeho-detox and it made me wanna read all your other fics too. Oh god, im not good with introductions so uhhhh...
Oh! I'm Jae-biased and a big YunJae shipper.
Please lemme be part of this comm :)
Dec 18 2013 (UTC)
Hi!i'm shea..well i'm a filipina but migrated to canada last year..and i miss summer so much coz philippines is a tropical country and it's winter here now..T_T
i love reading new fics..and i only ever read yunjae..well there was a time i read a yoosu main and *whispers* jaemin/minjae..but yunjae 99.9%.
haha..and i only ever drink iced coffee with lots of vanilla and cream..that's what i can only take with coffee..^_^
Dec 19 2013 (UTC) - hello ^o^
Hi~ I'm Ann... I'm 24 and from the Philippines... I'm a new YunJae writer... LOL, I just started making my own fic with the support of my friend @pxahyoo here on LJ...
I stumble into your LJ because of the fic "The One Who Leapt Through Time" ^-^
I've watched the movie and I love it!! up until now I still watched it.. LOL, that movie is really inspiring no matter how much it makes me cry every time I watch it xD
anyway... I found your introduction really interesting and somewhat amazing... like wow, you knew you'll become a writer at the age of five... that's cool! ^-^
and like you... I still go emoshinki whenever I remember how amazing it could've been if the five of them is still together, but then.. it's what they chose... they all adults and I do believe that they are well aware of the consequences of their actions... and I love them with my whole heart, flaws and all... I've never felt so 'belonged' (was that even a word? lol) as much as I do now in the fandom... those five boys has taught me so many things I wasn't even aware of...
ok, I'm so sorry for ranting like this, OTL. but yeah... ^^
oh and I do hope to travel too... ^^ I find it somehow that we're alike.. I'm and Engineering graduate btw, LOL. xD Electronics Engineering was my major... ^^
so yeah.. it was nice meeting you (here in LJ) and I do hope we can be friends ^^
P.S.
what shall I call you? if you don't mind that is ^^
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Dec 19 2013 (UTC)
hi im shakirah from singapore
i miss the fandom too, still hoping that there will be a chance to reunite. i have hope in their friendship.
anyway, i promise not to plagiarize and read the fics for my personal use.

:D
Dec 20 2013 (UTC)
Hi, I'm Carissa^^ I've been a fan for just over a year, and now I can't live without them! No one told me DBSK was so addicting LOL they are amazing. I know exactly what you mean by missing them together even though we knew them after the split... I wish to see them together again someday too. Anyway, yes also a Yunjae fan (obviously), they are so sweet.<3 I'm American and I have kids so I'm probably older than a good portion of the people here. I have no idea how I got into all of this, but I'm staying. :D
Dec 28 2013 (UTC)
Hello.. I'm jessica from indonesia..
I would like to read ur fanfic.. Please accept me :D
Dec 28 2013 (UTC)
hi - i've clicked join comm b4 this intro tho..so hope this will make the cut tho..

i'm elle n i love jj's gif embedded on your intro page...i'm from msia...n i only read yj fics lately..i'm scouring thru all fics media on yj possible..i'm done with aff and i'll hook up with any comm. to ensure i will not miss out..obsessive i know...

my bias is jj n reading all these fics about jj is my soulfood for the last 1 year plus...i don't write yet..been thinking about it but my time is just stuck on reading these days...so many to catch up n so many great authors too...

opps..too long i guess..hope you'll add me n hope this comm. will thrive..
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Dec 28 2013 (UTC)
So hello? I'm Joanna! (Isn't that obvious...) Well... I live here in New York, I love reading Fanfics if they are in the TVXQ!/JYJ fandom. I'm 20! I'm studying to be a Math teacher and my bias is a huge tie between Jaejoong and Junsu! I love their voices!


So I don't know what else I'm supposed to put here.... So yeah!
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Dec 28 2013 (UTC)
Hi, I m from Turkey and I m a fashion designer. Also I m probably the oldest one in this fandom (T___T don't ask my age) well, I would be glad if you can accept me, take care :))
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Dec 28 2013 (UTC)
Hello there! I suppose I have to comment in order to be added as your friend. Please add me soon. I would love to have the chance to read your fanfics. You see, I am obsessed maybe addicted. Because I don't have enough if Yunjae to read. Please add me though. Thank you X)
Jan 06 2014 (UTC)
Hello there...my name's Keyra, a 24 y.o Indonesian *bows
I've seen your posts in detox, and I'd love to read your fics to soothe my YunJae deprived heart <3
I don't plagiarize, and I commented on every fic I've read (I'm not that good at writing so I try hard to be a good reader).
I'm quite a new Cassie, only been here for a year...the 2nd and 3rd paragraph of your intro relate so well with my heart. Just let my boys see each other without restrictions, and I'd be glad enough.
Why would you want to be an engineer, if I may ask? I'm a chemical engineer myself, so I'm a bit curious :p (it's not everyday that I find a girl coveting this occupation)
Jan 06 2014 (UTC)
Hi, I'm Chloe from Malaysia. I've been around LJ for a number of years now, heh. I used to read a lot of fanfic but nowadays, due to busy RL, I can't read as much but I would love to read some of yours. Hope you can add me back. Thanks.
Jan 08 2014 (UTC)
Hello,
I am Weema and I am from Indonesia.
I would very much like to be able to read your stories...
I will try my hardest to abide to your rule ... so I hope you can grant me access to read ^__^

Thank you
Jan 12 2014 (UTC)
hi~! I'm razeela (23), from Malaysia. Graduated and temporarily unemployed haha..Totally YJ fan, it's hard for me to ship other couple since i couldn't feel the same vibe like i felt from YJ couple, i love reading and I read few of your fic introduction, some are quite catchy for me.

I'll send my request and hope that you could approved it soon. I always love movie released by Studio Ghibli like Spirited Away, Princess Mononoke, Neko no Ongaeshi and Howl Moving Castle...wow, it's make me walk down the memory lane...hahaha okay I blabbed too much. Hope to see you again soon. (^-^)/
Jan 19 2014 (UTC)
hi im kaori from indonesia
are you sure you arnt talking bout me in your introduction above strangly its seems like someone talk bout me exept i want to be lawyer and writer
i became yunjae addict after they split although im cassie from years ago
im in desperate will i see them reunit again alas i wish for happiness for all 5 member
-bye its already 1am and i have to go work at 8 sorry for my typo im write this on my phone and havent reread it thanks
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Jan 29 2014 (UTC)
Hi my name is Mae and i'm from the Philippines :)
I wanted to read your fics cause it sounds amazing <3
So please add me back?
Thank you in advance <3
Jan 30 2014 (UTC)
Hello I'm Wendy from the US! I came across you community and I'm really interested in reading your fics. Big fan of DBSK and SHINee :) Add me please ^^
Jan 30 2014 (UTC)
Hi! :D I'm Helen from the UK! XD I saw the summary for 'the one who leapt through time' and was so intrigued with the story! Been having db5k feels lately and am dying to read good fanfics! >.<

Please add me back?? *puppy eyes* :D
Jan 30 2014 (UTC)
Hi, I'm Tifa from Indonesia. I have only discovered The One who Leapt Through Time and it seems really interesting... Is it okay if I join?

Edited at 2014-01-30 11:52 pm (UTC)
Jun 11 2014 (UTC)
hye there~~

uhmmm...ok...introduction..
im Wawa from Malaysia..
to be honest, im not new to LJ but i seldom here...
that is y, when ever i saw YunJae fics, i got excited!
but, most author here lock their fics (i can understand that)
it kinda sad since all the good fics @ author are reserved...

so, im asking you, please add me ^_^
thank you
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